Category: June’s Posts

  • “depersonalization blues”

    these are the lengths you drove me to 
    I don't write verses anymore, I write indictments
    I built a twisted empire out of everything you were
    too afraid to touch in all of the places I knew you'd
    never look, and there, in the shadows, I waited
    you did exactly what I wanted you to do.

    anger is a tool, I made it into an art form because of you.

    I may be half the things you are but I am everywhere
    you're not, and that's something to be proud of when
    I could outclass you in my sleep by the time I was
    fourteen. doesn't that eat you alive?
    knowing that you created the one person who could
    ever destroy you?

    so go on, sleep soundly now, make those jokes
    at my expense, tell them all I died or went insane
    because the joke’s on you -
    I may be crazy, but you made me that way
    and I'm infinitely happier when you're gone
    -Allēna & June, 8/13/2025

  • So I am new, and my last memory is from June 9, 2018. Wtf?!

    I don’t have an actual name, and as best we can discern, I may have split off of Lēna from around that time, but we aren’t certain. I’m going by June (she/her), though.

    This is all very strange and disorienting… -June