About

Excellence and batshittery, done on purpose.

I make things for the quiet, brilliant, broken ones. The kids who got too smart too early, never found their people, and got burned or burned out. The Ender’s Game kids. The ones who watch the loudest man in the room, wonder who made him king, and ruin his day with force, skill, and excellently crafted malicious compliance.

I’m Lazarus. I’ve been fighting God, death, and any cage put on me since I was 8 months old. I’ve almost died 20 times and I have the tales to prove it. I’m the child of an eccentric genius multimillionaire and the English teacher who always wanted to be him. I fought my way out of the nest of vipers that raised me, and chaos still follows me.

I built this site because social media wants me to be one thing, said one way. I’m not one thing. I’m an intuitive artist, magic user, playwright, singer/songwriter, actor, student of everything, oracle and Tarot reader, producer and audio engineer, novelist, and poet. I’m also disabled, largely housebound, and a DID system of 1500+ alters.I adopt your kind.

With rare exceptions, every name on this blog is a pseudonym except our own. We want to be able to speak freely without doxxing anyone.