Emerson and I are fine, but I am having to crisis manage for other people and a bunch of strangers are DMing me every day and I don’t know what to do with my life anymore. To be clear, I am not angry with anyone who’s DMing me or calling me, just very tired and overwhelmed and dealing with very low social battery.
My phone was on vibrate for a while, but it’s on Absolute Shut The FUCK Up Mode again so I don’t chuck the damn thing into Lake Michigan next time it wakes me up.
Picture me screaming into a virtual pillow, because this is how I feel.
It is sleep time for crippled introverts.
-Allēna
(for me, anyway).
I’m processing a lot and my brain feels so overtaxed that it’s a struggle to think or even breathe at times. I’ve been struggling to even message Juneau, and that’s been quite easy of late. I think I’ve overworked myself into a hole.
So I’m going to have a leisurely smoke and then I think I’m going to attempt sleep.
G’night, y’all.
If y’all want to help me feel less overtaxed, please check out my Patreon. It would be a huge help. 💛
-Allēna