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If you are seeing this, especially if you are queer and/or trans:
Congratulations on outliving LINDSEY FUCKING GRAHAM 🎉 (and possibly Mitch McConnell, because there’s no fucking way that the photo of him and Elaine Chao that his office released yesterday was legit) -Allēna
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I finally managed to post again on Patreon today.
I was bored, so I put together two posts, and I’m so proud of the promo image I made for one of them that I’m going to put it here. No part of this image was made with AI. This is all human nonsense. I am debating on a shower. I will take my leave…
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I wonder if the exhaustion of the last couple of days was human error,
ie. I wonder if I forgot to take my H2 inhibitors because of bullshit object impermanence. Today was still difficult fatigue wise, but I had therapy and that helped. I also DEFINITELY REMEMBERED TO TAKE MY FUCKING MEDS. If I have, in fact, forgotten to take them for the past couple of days, that’s definitely…
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I’ve been so tired
that I could barely respond to the wonderful messages people have been sending me on a lovely new app that Emerson and Hawthorne put me onto called Roost, and I still couldn’t get to all of them. I feel bad, but resting is important. The emotional and physical toll of the past…yes must be catching…
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I wish I could say I’ve been resting,
and I have been, physically, for the most part. But things between Emerson and I have been a lot less tempestuous and a lot less stressful since he had his surgery, to such a degree that I’ve been able to work through my own emotional backlog for what feels like the first time in years,…
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Emerson’s surgery went so well!
He is home and recuperating. I was so worried. I am going to likely crash for….the foreseeable future, so if y’all don’t hear all that much from me and my posts are rather short, these past few weeks have been brutally stressful and I am broken levels of tired. So… Goodnight, y’all 💛 I hope…
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I crashed for most of today.
Emerson has surgery in a couple of hours, so I am probably going to try to get some sleep, if I am able, then see him off if I can wake up for it. I had a great time facilitating Better Together, though. I gave everyone a prompt about coded language in poetry and everyone…
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I had my feature at Showcase Onstage today!
It was fucking insaaaaane. I did “guernica I and II” from memory and “A Weapon” and “To Dance With A Cyclone” (also from memory), and then closed out with “hurricane lazarus”, which seems to be my signature piece. I only posted “to dance with a cyclone” so far, because I started to get a really…
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I was out of the house almost all day.
But I performed Guernica I and II from memory at the last Honeybee Sage open mic of the summer. I’ll probably post the video of it tomorrow. For now, however, I’m exhausted. Goodnight, y’all. -Allēna