Category: Allēna’s Posts
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this one is called “sin eater”.
i think you seared ghosts into my bonesdown deep into the marrowand time may be round, but i am forced to remain heresuffering, as all of time’s rivers and streams flow back into meand the specters of all the things you whispered and lies you screamedare made to ride with me tooi am not religious,…
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I’ve had a good, if tiring, day so far.
I went to a clothing swap called Fat Body Hotties despite my initial reluctance (I’ve been veryyyy tired all day) and had a great time and met so many amazing people. Then I tried Kopps Custard with Emerson and a friend of ours who came with, and Emerson and I are back home now. Also,…
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“a brief inquiry into the shape of time”
“you can always say no” is the second oldest liethere is, up there with “you will always be mine”and if that seems wrong to you, consider the following -i left you because you were too close a mirror to all the things i swore had claws and drank away to sleep at nightand i will…
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“to be the lightning”
when the lightning strikes me backand my cracked-cup mind can no longer holdall the subtle fire it’s meant to containfind me at the edge of a cold, dark placei wanted to be the lightning,not simply the bearer of it, but sometimes both dream and nightmareoutpace me and i cannot find my way homeso if the…
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A very sweary rant about the Sydney Sweeney ad campaign from a cripple with “good genes” by Western standards (TW: family death via overdose and cancer, mentions of abuse)
This whole “good genes” Sydney Sweeney ad thing pisses me the fuck off. off. You wanna know why?? Because my existence was LITERALLY PLANNED OVER MULTIPLE GENERATIONS to create the smartest, most beautiful child possible. MULTIPLE GENERATIONS OF PEOPLE PLOTTED AND SCHEMED AND SEDUCED to create at least TWO GENERATIONS of INCREASINGLY BRILLIANT AND BEAUTIFUL…
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Had a doctor’s appointment today.
My provider got me a referral to a GI specialist for my gut pain, is gonna bother neurology about FINALLY getting me in for an EEG, and when I told her about how I got my caffeine allergy (2,000 mg of caffeine per day for years), she exclaimed “THAT’S BAD!!” as if she were scolding…
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I call this one “song of experience”.
you claim that i’m better than you, when in realityi’m nothing but a practiced poor player who knows how to call fire and gold from nothing but wordsi stand before you and strut and fret my hour upon the stagein much the same way i did since i was a child -and when i became…