so I’ll just say that my brain feels like this:
-Allena
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I’ve been trying to figure out what to post all day.
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I keep hearing that numerous public figures have died in the past couple weeks or so.
RIP Andrea Gibson, Ozzy Osbourne, and now Hulk Hogan… I wonder if something is up in the stars. -Allēna
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I just love having to set up an entire fuckin podcast rig to make calls on this laptop lol.
My phone is still down for the count, but I have this very janky workaround and I should be getting a new phone soon. Wish me luck.. -Allēna
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vjvjjvjcjcja I am eepy today.
I don’t really know what to write here except that having to quit caffeine suddenly suuucks. -Allēna
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I was given a laaaarge nugget of CBD flower yesterday as a treat by an amazing guy at my favorite headshop.
Smoked a bit for science and it seems to greatly improve seizure brain symptoms. I always knew I loved CBD since about 2021, but now I love it even more. -Allēna
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These lines came to me yesterday.
ready your torches and your guillotines
i had the option to die with dignity
when the floor breathed and tried to swallow me
don't ever let them tell you
i was a hero, though
don't ever let them bury me in state
tell them that i will die laughing, screaming
if and when death stops forgetting about me
-AllēnaFediverse reactions
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“an exhumation”
your vast hymnals to my divine madness
fail to capture the sum of me -
for I AM theology, but pressed into stretches of silence
the wind rattling the wire
shared secrets between friends, spinning arms,
and if you cannot find my pain, then no -
you cannot have my joy at all.-Allēna, 7/18/2025.
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The irony of Songs: Ohia’s “Farewell Transmission” playing while I find out people are making memes of the CEO of a company getting caught cheating with his head of HR on the Jumbotron at a Coldplay concert is not lost on me.
In fact, I find it hysterically fuckin funny. “The real truth about it is that no one gets it right”? Dude, I would say YOU are the one who fucked up, lmfaaooooooooooooo. That’s one helluva Farewell Transmission, indeed. It’s on the Jumbotron. At a Coldplay concert. Welcome to your personal Long Dark Blue Of The Soul, dear disgraced Astronomer CEO.
-Allēna
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New bullshit term just dropped: propheteering.
When you call shit so far in advance that you then invest significant amounts of money and/or time in it and it pays off in spades. -Allēna
