Based. -Allēna

Excellence and batshittery, done on purpose.
I’m Lazarus. I make art, music, poems, plays, and magic for the quiet, brilliant, broken ones. If that is you, welcome home. I adopt your kind.
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Eeeeepy. I went to bed at about 4:30-5 AM after a very long Gossip Girl binge, insomnia, executive dysfunction, gut pain, and simply…vibing. Now to reckon with the consequences of my actions. [unhinged screaming begins in my brainhole] -Allēna #eepy #ActuallyAutistic #gutpain #IBS #NEISvoid
#InsomniaJam2025 has YET ANOTHER insanely good submission – made using Infinite Poems, (Almost) Infinite Combinations, by the way – by @amhansenauthor.bsky.social ! Here it is: https://itch.io/jam/insomnia-jam/rate/3551381 -Allēna #readingcommunity #writingcommunity #poetry #poet #terminallucidity
#InsomniaJam2025 has a new submission. It’s absolutely fucking unhinged and I love it. Here it is: https://itch.io/jam/insomnia-jam/rate/3547841 -Allēna #writingcommunity #shortfiction #unhinged #insomnia #sleepdeprivation #wtf
Well, this is the first time I’ve said this publicly, but I made a goal in January to post on my blog at least once every day for at least the next year. Even if it’s shit. So far I am 120+ days in. -Allēna #LoreOutLoud #writingcommunity Original post: https://bsky.app/profile/did:plc:dgpc55lefrcerwngroq3q767/post/3louoxuvxqs2b

Made some art based off of this post: https://vince.opensorceryy.co/inevitability/ #TTRPG #poetry #poetrygame #digitalart #collage #queerpoet #cptsd #NEISvoid # cripplepunk -Allēna

How the eff it feels sometimes. I’m too tired to know where half of my ideas even COME from, they just hit me over the head with the poetic bonk stick and I compulsively HAVE to write them down. -Allēna #poetry #inspiration #channeling #amwriting #manifestation #automaticwriting #NEISvoid

I think we should call this what it is,
try and save ourselves
from this addiction
you’re delicious, I’m drunk on your company
but I’m a mess when you’re gone, faded and rasping
(Made with this: https://opensorceryy.itch.io/infinite-poems-almost-infinite-combinations) -Allēna #poetry #shortpoem #poetrygame #ttrpg