Because with yours truly’s CPTSD, you get art on occasion. Treat yourself.
-Allēna
#NEISvoid #spilledink #cptsd #poetry #insomnia #anaisnin #enneagram8 #vulnerability #spoonie #painsomnia

Excellence and batshittery, done on purpose.
I’m Lazarus. I make art, music, poems, plays, and magic for the quiet, brilliant, broken ones. If that is you, welcome home. I adopt your kind.
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More about me here.
Please note that, with rare exceptions, any and all names mentioned in this blog are pseudonyms except our own. We want to be able to speak freely without doxxing anyone.
Because with yours truly’s CPTSD, you get art on occasion. Treat yourself.
-Allēna
#NEISvoid #spilledink #cptsd #poetry #insomnia #anaisnin #enneagram8 #vulnerability #spoonie #painsomnia


Happy 36th birthday to this bung on the left.
-Allēna
RIP Steve Jobs. This design Advertising?? poking fun at?? object impermanence is for you.
-Allēna
#ActuallyADHD #apple #spoof #shitposting #actuallyautistic #actuallyAudhd #NEISvoid #objectimpermanence #iforgot #graphicdesign #neurodivergence

Enjooooyyyyy. ✨
-Allēna
#digitalart #abstract #psychedelic #synesthesia #feral #queerjoy #queerart

DOECHII SAMPLED GOTYE’S HIT “SOMEBODY THAT I USED TO KNOW” ON HER SONG “ANXIETY”
WHICH IN TURN SAMPLES LUIS BONFÁ’S SONG “SEVILLE”, AMONG OTHERS.
I LOVE SAMPLING AND MUSIC SO MUCH 💛💛💛 I’M HAPPY WARBLING.
-Allēna
#doechii #gotye #sampling
The ER gave me a very fine parting gift of this weird sieve thing so I can catch any kidney stones that may come out of me. I asked the attending doctor if I could keep it. He told me no, unfortunately 😭😭 We already have one (1) candidate 🤣. Yay. -Allēna
#NEISvoid
KIDNEY STONE!!! YAYYYY (sarcasm)
Now can we please go home now?! I need to smoke and I’m about to lose my shit from pain combined with withdrawals combined with boredom. -Allēna
#NEISvoid #eepy #kidneystone #emergencyroom #tired #boredom
Well, it is NOT an ovarian cyst on the LEFT side. Ultrasound found a small one on the right, but that appears to be relatively normal and causing no issues at the moment. About to go back for a CT scan to investigate cause of pain further. -Allēna
#NEISvoid #eepy #ER #sotired

The potential ovarian cyst thing has gotten bad enough that it’s an ER trip for yours truly…
And by “bad” , I mean I’ve only made a grand total of one (1) joke since getting here, and we’re normally full of jokes…
#NEISvoid #emergencyroom #spoonie #delirium
-Allēna
Presenting, Shitlibs.
-Allēna
#partygame #UsPol #shitposting #meme #NEISvoid #insomnia #levity #roast
