Tag: ActuallyAutistic
-
“answer”
I could ask my body what will I do when it has fallen and regardless of which side I try and coax, pry, cajole, or beat an answer from –the deaf side or the silent one, the answer is always the same: it already has. sixteen percent of my brain died before I was a…
-
why am I like this?
Eeeeepy. I went to bed at about 4:30-5 AM after a very long Gossip Girl binge, insomnia, executive dysfunction, gut pain, and simply…vibing. Now to reckon with the consequences of my actions. [unhinged screaming begins in my brainhole] -Allēna #eepy #ActuallyAutistic #gutpain #IBS #NEISvoid
-
I’m feeling stressed today in all honesty.
But at least I have eldritch cookies and bangers like this: -Allēna #anxiety #NEISvoid #attaboy #cptsd #actuallyautistic #hypervigilance #stress #actuallyAudhd
-
Apparently my autistic cPTSD social chameleon bullshit is evidence of critical thinking skills now?
-Allēna #actuallyautistic #hypervigilance #cptsd #NEISvoid #chameleon
-
Presenting the finest spoof ad I’ve ever made:
RIP Steve Jobs. This design Advertising?? poking fun at?? object impermanence is for you. -Allēna #ActuallyADHD #apple #spoof #shitposting #actuallyautistic #actuallyAudhd #NEISvoid #objectimpermanence #iforgot #graphicdesign #neurodivergence
-
“Be his peace” oh no, fuck that.
Honey, fuckers like me are why stress induced cardiomyopathy exists. But gods, will he have a good time…. -Allēna #chaosgremlin #relationships #actuallyautistic #actuallyAudhd #polyamory #sorcery #gremlinry
-
Big light? More like big act of aggression 😭
This is how it feels to have someone walk into my room and turn on the big light without warning. It’s torture. It’s evil. How dare you. Jail for the criminal. Jail for the criminal for one thousand years. -Allēna
-
My last three (3) braincells attempting to decide what I’m doing today.
One of them is autism, one of them is ADHD, and the other is the desire to not do anything productive at all. I think the dogs that are fighting are autism and ADHD, and the woman screaming is my desire to not do anything productive at all. The woman just wants to sit and…
-
Getting Back on Track
When we were younger, mid teens or so, our family would always accuse us of having a one track mind and say that we needed to “get off the track” when we hyperfocused on something a bit too hard for their taste or comfort. I, Allēna, am particularly bad about that. I’m very tightly wound,…