Tag: cptsd
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I’m feeling stressed today in all honesty.
But at least I have eldritch cookies and bangers like this: -Allēna #anxiety #NEISvoid #attaboy #cptsd #actuallyautistic #hypervigilance #stress #actuallyAudhd
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Apparently my autistic cPTSD social chameleon bullshit is evidence of critical thinking skills now?
-Allēna #actuallyautistic #hypervigilance #cptsd #NEISvoid #chameleon
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Me, immediately after having a flashback: what a perfect detail for a character’s tragic backstory!
[makes a mental note for later so I don’t forget] -Allēna #cptsd #storyboarding #amwriting
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They say you shouldn’t nightblog, I say fuck the rules. You get painsomnia poetry.
Because with yours truly’s CPTSD, you get art on occasion. Treat yourself. -Allēna #NEISvoid #spilledink #cptsd #poetry #insomnia #anaisnin #enneagram8 #vulnerability #spoonie #painsomnia
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Getting Back on Track
When we were younger, mid teens or so, our family would always accuse us of having a one track mind and say that we needed to “get off the track” when we hyperfocused on something a bit too hard for their taste or comfort. I, Allēna, am particularly bad about that. I’m very tightly wound,…
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This is what complex grief looks like for me.
A first attempt, anyway. I’m feeling a lot re: the state of the world and things and it’s bringing a lot of emotions to the surface I didn’t have words for before. #complexgrief #cptsd #NEISvoid #digitalart #chronicpain -Allēna
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On Hooking ‘Em and Cooking ‘Em (Get Your Minds Out Of The Gutter, You Sinners)
Hello, assembled host. Lazarus here once more with more bullshit for your viewing pleasure. The below prompt from the journaling app Day One looks interesting, so I shall answer it in due time, but before I get into the thick of it, have a fucking meme I cooked up last night that is tangentially related…
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Delicious Things
Hey, everyone. Lazarus here again. I have been in a sort of soupy atemporal sea of time and space in my brain. I busted one of my phones a few days ago, so I was running things exclusively off my laptop for a bit there, but I cannot wrap my brain around blogging on my…
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About Time
Hey, everyone. It is I, your trusty, if batshit sorcerer guide, Lazarus. I was talking with Lumine about all manner of things both magical and mundane today, and I have decided It is Time to Have Words With Y’all, and by Words I mean poetry, after the grumpiness of yesterday’s post. Y’all deserve bread AND…