Tag: rest
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I wish I could say I’ve been resting,
and I have been, physically, for the most part. But things between Emerson and I have been a lot less tempestuous and a lot less stressful since he had his surgery, to such a degree that I’ve been able to work through my own emotional backlog for what feels like the first time in years,…
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With my back being fucky, it’s given me a lot of time to think.
There isn’t a lot I can do at present except stay in bed most of the time even if I would otherwise have the energy to move around and do things. When I do attempt to get out of bed and do things, my spine and hips start to scream again and that isn’t a…
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I tried (another) experiment today.
I took half a magnesium supplement again and my body had a… typical reaction? I did this because I noticed that my heart was hurting last night for some strange reason, and in most people, magnesium evens out heart rate and calms them down. I’ve been worried about having another cardiac event since my last…
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This one is called “resurrection.” -Allēna
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Staring into the void for six (6) legal hours.
Suits marathon today because I think I’ve burnt out on my Gossip Girl binge for the time being, lol. Have a selfie about it. -Allēna #suits #suitstvshow #selfie #vibing #rest #eepy #queerjoy
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I had the bedroom door open for five minutes. FIVE.
And then a line formed of cats waiting to accost me for scritchy… -Allēna #cats #cuddle #slowmorning #cuddlelumps #blanketlump #rest #NEISvoid
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My last three (3) braincells attempting to decide what I’m doing today.
One of them is autism, one of them is ADHD, and the other is the desire to not do anything productive at all. I think the dogs that are fighting are autism and ADHD, and the woman screaming is my desire to not do anything productive at all. The woman just wants to sit and…
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A lovely unintended consequence of the shitty downstairs neighbor finally leaving..
We appear to be sleeping better over here now. I have no clue why we’re sleeping better since he won’t be out until the end of this month, but he does seem to be around much less, and when he is, he’s far quieter. So we sort of fully collapse when we’re here now for…
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Some Very Good News
SINNERS REJOICE! I, Lazarus, slept for approximately eight and a half hours and DIDN’T HAVE ANY NIGHTMARES THAT I CAN RECALL! Hell yeah! I’m also not super scrambled today so far, but I’ve been up for less than thirty minutes. LET’S ROCK TODAY, BITCHES (affectionate). I think I’m gonna go throw alllll of my newfound…