Tag: Spoonie
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Finally somewhat awake.
I crashed for about 13 hours.. I apparently needed the sleep, lol. Will today bring more sleep or productive things? TBD. I don’t feel like I have spoons OR fucks to give today, really. -Allēna #NEISvoid #chronicfatigue #MECFS #spoonie #chronicpain
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Gonna start calling my flareups ” getting cast into gay baby jail” now.
Meme format comes from the inimitable @haladrielnation.bsky.social on Bluesky! -Allēna #NEISvoid #ringsofpower #meme #galadriel #spoonie #queer #cripplepunk
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They say you shouldn’t nightblog, I say fuck the rules. You get painsomnia poetry.
Because with yours truly’s CPTSD, you get art on occasion. Treat yourself. -Allēna #NEISvoid #spilledink #cptsd #poetry #insomnia #anaisnin #enneagram8 #vulnerability #spoonie #painsomnia
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… Hoptal.
The potential ovarian cyst thing has gotten bad enough that it’s an ER trip for yours truly… And by “bad” , I mean I’ve only made a grand total of one (1) joke since getting here, and we’re normally full of jokes… #NEISvoid #emergencyroom #spoonie #delirium -Allēna
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My last three (3) braincells attempting to decide what I’m doing today.
One of them is autism, one of them is ADHD, and the other is the desire to not do anything productive at all. I think the dogs that are fighting are autism and ADHD, and the woman screaming is my desire to not do anything productive at all. The woman just wants to sit and…
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Going on day 2 of gut nastiness.
Holy crap have the dreams been weird with this thing. I dreamt of an alternate January 1916 or so where the people that would go on to become the Bolsheviks were secretly nigh immortal sorcerers and shit. They turned the tide of WWI, mopping the floor with Germany especially. That one was the weirdest. Then…
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We seem to have caught whatever GI nastiness that has been going around lately on top of everything else.
It feels worse than standard stomach flu, not as bad as the actual flu. No idea what the hell is up here. So I’ve been curled up in bed watching Supernatural with Zelda and trying not to puke my guts out. -Allēna
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Taking a break from watching Heroes for now because Doom Guy sent me a video and I replied partially in Japanese.
I didn’t know I knew enough Japanese for that particular brain fart, but here we are. All hail the Brainhole. I’m also very tired and probably need more sleep than I was able to get last night. Wheeee. I’m going to attempt a nap, but we all know that that sort of thing is hit…
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Abdomen, we have a problem.
And by “problem”, I mean “the possibility of an ovarian cyst”. I didn’t sleep well last night and as such slept through most of the morning and into the early afternoon because fuck this particular noise with a cactus. I’ve never had an ovarian cyst before that I know of, but anything to do with…
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Challenges
Ah yes. An interesting prompt. What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months? Staying alive, in all honesty. We live in a hellscape and I’m under a lot of stress right now being a repository of knowledge and stress buffer/mediator for a lot of people. It’s so bad right now…