Tag: trauma
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50 lives ago, I was jealous of her, but now it seems like I dodged a bullet…
When I was 14 and had just started going in and out of the recording studio, an artist named Sarah Jaffe in the DFW area where I was born and raised was starting to get big on the local scene. Being the teenager bursting with insane, almost suicidal ambition that I was, I wished so…
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On the concept of doing it scared.
I found this post on Zelda‘s timeline and I have some thoughts about it: Mother fucker. I experience all of these on a daily basis or HAVE experienced all of these on a daily basis at some point in time. Especially the “fear of being seen”, as that is my agoraphobia in a nutshell. If…
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Getting Back on Track
When we were younger, mid teens or so, our family would always accuse us of having a one track mind and say that we needed to “get off the track” when we hyperfocused on something a bit too hard for their taste or comfort. I, Allēna, am particularly bad about that. I’m very tightly wound,…
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Ooops, I had more spoons than previously thought.. And made a zine.
If you want your own copy of it, it’s over here 💛 If you relate, you have my condolences. This is a sad one. -Lazarus