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On the concept of doing it scared.
I found this post on Zelda‘s timeline and I have some thoughts about it: Mother fucker. I experience all of these on a daily basis or HAVE experienced all of these on a daily basis at some point in time. Especially the “fear of being seen”, as that is my agoraphobia in a nutshell. If…
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I wrote this at the poetry workshop today. It’s called the “14 school commandments”.
“14 school commandments”i. be a juggernaut in class. (home was school and school was home, a haven away from my rich parents who I didn’t know were rich, and the wealth of my mind could carry its own weight. at least there I was doing something right.)ii. run a protection racket for foreign exchange students.…
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Did a fantastic thing today.
I went to ZAOfest at ZaoMKE with Emerson today and sold NUMEROUS COPIES of our Insomnia Poetry TTRPG. My brain is tired, though, so I must crashhhhhhhh. -Allēna
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I went down a rabbit hole today.
I ended up listening to our EP 39: Odds and Ends and I have to say, it goes harder than it should. I like it better with each passing year. -Allēna
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This was my poetry performance from this Monday.
Long overdue footage incoming! This is “alexandrian aphasia”. “alexandrian aphasia” originally appeared in our zine make me your villain. -Allēna
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Just vibing today.
Emerson is home from work taking a mental health day, and we hung out and watched the reboot of Good Eats. I’ve also been asleep for most of the day. I’m appreciating how slow it is today. More later, possibly?? -Allēna
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So Laz crafted this during an errand the other day.
and I took it a step further and uploaded this absolutely accursed design to our ancient Redbubble shop because fuck it, why not. We live in a hellscape. Get this design on any number of products. I dare you. -Allēna
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I crassshhhed today.
With everything going on with the ER and all, I fell deeply asleep for a couple of hours after frantically making preparations for an upcoming event where I’m selling zines with Emerson, and now I’m grabbing burgers with the aforementioned adorable man. I’ll probably post my performance from Linneman’s tonight later. Until then, -Allēna
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Wellllll I was in the ER all night.
The poor providers were in the weeds and it turns out I have a UTI of some kind, so I got antibiotics and some sleep. I also shitposted all night because poor sweet Emerson was more tired than I was and therefore I had to keep watch. So have this bullshit I posted to announce…
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“the fire watcher’s bomb”, digital mixed media, 8/27/2025
my mother, a self professed pyromaniac, my late father, and I, all loved the band u2. her favorite song (and album) of theirs was, not so coincidentally, in my opinion, called “the unforgettable fire”. was she telling on herself? probably. our poem “the fire watcher’s bomb” talks about the two generations of pyromaniacs on our…