Category: Allēna’s Posts
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Getting Back on Track
When we were younger, mid teens or so, our family would always accuse us of having a one track mind and say that we needed to “get off the track” when we hyperfocused on something a bit too hard for their taste or comfort. I, Allēna, am particularly bad about that. I’m very tightly wound,…
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Abdomen, we have a problem.
And by “problem”, I mean “the possibility of an ovarian cyst”. I didn’t sleep well last night and as such slept through most of the morning and into the early afternoon because fuck this particular noise with a cactus. I’ve never had an ovarian cyst before that I know of, but anything to do with…
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Talked with my maternal grandmother today for the first time in years.
I’m sure how I feel about about it yet. I’m still too stressed and tired to tell how I feel about much of… Anything, really. But I’m sure my entire mother’s side of the family will have opinions before I will.. In light of all of this, I’m going to go attempt a nap. -Allēna
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Challenges
Ah yes. An interesting prompt. What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months? Staying alive, in all honesty. We live in a hellscape and I’m under a lot of stress right now being a repository of knowledge and stress buffer/mediator for a lot of people. It’s so bad right now…
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Do it. You know you want to 🤣🤣🤣
I amuse the hell out of myself sometimes. Inspiration for this dumbshit comes from a conversation with Doom Guy from earlier… It gets funnier the more I watch it… -Allēna
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The 27th anniversary of our stroke is today.
We call it Brainhole. Mirthy Brainhole to you and yours. There may be cake today. TBD?? -Allēna
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Object impermanence thoughts..
When we were younger, Xavier would often help us clean up our room and things because we would find it extremely overwhelming due to the sheer amount of crap we had (and frankly didn’t need or want in hindsight) and the fact that we would forget where we put the shit we did want five…
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Regarding boredom..
These prompts, have been going OFF lately. Here’s today’s. What bores you? Well, I am an AuDHDer, so, in short… Pretty much everything after a point, fortunately or unfortunately. My brain is hardwired for two things, as best I can determine, and those things are patterns and novelty, such that after I get used to…
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Y’all, I’m tired.
I’ve been doing medical research all day. So it’s time for me to just come out and say something. I want a snake. A pet snake. There. I said it. -Allēna