Category: Allēna’s Posts
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Valentine’s Day Thoughts
In all honesty, I never really think about that holiday?? My sweet Danish partner reminded me it existed today and I told him that due to my time blindness I’m likely to find myself in a situation out of a sitcom where someone who has a crush on me invites me over or something, I…
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Damn it, River.
My fucking headmate thought it was an excellent and hilarious fucking idea to schedule a neurologist appointment on the day our father died of brain cancer nine years prior and then make me handle it. At least Lazarus had the fucking foresight to get it switched to a virtual appointment several damn days ago so…
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We might not be super active today.
It’s February 5th here, the day our dad, Xavier, died, nine years ago. I woke up a few hours ago, blinked, realized what day it was, thought about all the bullshit going on in the world, thought “Nope”, and went right the fuck back to sleep for another several hours. Xavier was known for both…
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Véra babycat, caught in the act of being beautiful.
I love my evil genius tuxie cat so much 💛 -Allēna
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Lazarus at the world right now:
Reblog of Jac (@dairyqueenslime.bsky.social): That’s me on the toiletThat’s me in the bathroom Shitting in the toilet Mood. Frankly, mood. -Allēna
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A nice day alone (so far)
Yesterday was a fuckin doozy, but I’m alone today at Emerson’s and just chilling out so far with tiny cats. Here’s Moonie child. I cannot believe Lazarus named this cat MOON UNIT… 😭😭😭🤣🤣 She’s the sweetest little thing, though. -Allēna
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My brain is sad, so have photos of our foster kitten and her mom.
We call the baby Sean Connery Nugget and the mama cat Mama, usually. Why is the baby Sean Connery Nugget? No fucking clue. You’d have to ask Lazarus. Anyway, enjoy these photos, and I hope your brain hurts less than mine. -Allēna
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The Barca Effect: Observations From Experience That Have Kept Us Safe In An Increasingly Chaotic World
Hi, everyone. I’ve been seeing a LOT of people drawing parallels to Hitler and the Weimar Republic with what’s going on in the US and the world currently, and I want to offer some practical suggestions on how to not comply in advance that have kept my system and others safe for years. A bit…
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Confession time.
I saw this post on Tumblr and felt… Things. I love men that are so hairy they can’t even hide it like they have hairy ass forearms and it’s creeping up their wrists and knuckles and poking out of the collar of their button up shirt… your slutty whore DNA is bursting at the seams.…
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Sorry I don’t have more cat pictures or anything for y’all today.
The more I sit with the realization that what my system is dealing with is complex grief about the state of the world and life and things, the more it feels like I’m swimming in an ocean of just… Sadness. I’m safe, it’s just a lot to feel. Hence why I’m writing here. I don’t…