The Secret Sorcerer Society
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Tag: actually AuDHD

  • Are you even a timeblind artist until you’ve painted several neon melting clocks?

    I’m kidding. But I do paint melting clocks on occasion. Like this one. Hehehe….

  • My Brainhole… Visualized

    A bit of context: my friend mk (it/its) posted an incredible thought piece on its Substack on feral anarchy, what it means, etc., and I found it very inspiring. I, too, am quite feral, a synesthete, have zero sense of linear time, and have built my very neuroqueer life from a place of loosely organized…

  • A brief compendium of thoughts I thought in the shower tonight after being alone for most of today (another poem)

    i. I find it ironic that the same words that help me sleep are the same words that keep me awake. ii. I imagine in detail what it would be like to program a bot that wouldpost a random frame from the “wouldn’t you like to know, weather boy” meme every hour on the hour.upon…

  • On a somewhat lighter note,

    On a somewhat lighter note, This is PRECISELY how taking a shower feels. I swear most of the so called executives in my brain are like. Greenhorn neurotypical Harvard Business School grads who are so AGGRESSIVELY NORMIE that they’d punch a barista if they got their triple shot breve no foam Starbucks order wrong on…

  • So I Think I May Be More Aroace Than Originally Estimated??

    I’ve been doing some Thinking about how my brain works, and it would seem that my particular DICK HEAD COMBINATION OF AUDHD gives me the worst traits of both autism AND ADHD. Like, if given enough stimulants and time, I can hyperfocus forever on something I’m fascinated with to the point where I learn an…

  • The Gift And Curse of Associative Memory, Part Ten Billion

    Every time I’ve opened Tusky, my Mastodon client, today, I get this goddamned song stuck in my head. Figuring out all of the various and sundry Fedi plugins I can integrate with WordPress is AMAZING. I’m having a blast exploring the Fediverse. But I swear, if I get this drumbeat stuck in my brainhole ONE…