Tag: Processing
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“salvo ii”
last night I made you a promise of a spiral staircase worth walking down a poetically just sort of kick to the chest -your heart nearly stops on a good dayscreaming odd time flutters when you’re distressed well, I’ve got some words that will keep it pounding right from the box I keep locked tight…
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On the concept of doing it scared.
I found this post on Zelda‘s timeline and I have some thoughts about it: Mother fucker. I experience all of these on a daily basis or HAVE experienced all of these on a daily basis at some point in time. Especially the “fear of being seen”, as that is my agoraphobia in a nutshell. If…
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This mind was a pantheon once, and sometimes I miss it still…
Inspired by my poem “samson”, which appears in my zine field notes from a colder time. -Allēna
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“depersonalization blues”
these are the lengths you drove me to I don’t write verses anymore, I write indictments I built a twisted empire out of everything you weretoo afraid to touch in all of the places I knew you’d never look, and there, in the shadows, I waitedyou did exactly what I wanted you to do. anger…
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“to be the lightning”
when the lightning strikes me backand my cracked-cup mind can no longer holdall the subtle fire it’s meant to containfind me at the edge of a cold, dark placei wanted to be the lightning,not simply the bearer of it, but sometimes both dream and nightmareoutpace me and i cannot find my way homeso if the…
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The world is a lot right now.
In all honesty, our phone is on Do Not Disturb to avoid the constant onslaught of news and we are messaging very few people to preserve spoons. One of us (I forget who) saw a post a few days ago that talked about how a therapist was saying that a desire to build an off…