Open Sorcery

Tag: SliceOfLife

  • Today was a decent day.

    I got a fair bit done around the house, but didn’t get as much done on socials as I’d like. I also took a very long nap. Overall, it was pretty nice.

    -Allēna

  • I don’t feel like I did all that much today,

    But the crowdfunding for May rent is almost done, at least, we only have a bit more to go and then I can chilllll. I also talked with a friend for the first time on the phone today, and that was lovely.

    If you’d like to help with the crowdfund for May rent, anything helps. My pay links are as follows:

    Cashapp: $persephonejam

    Venmo: opensorceryy

    PayPal: trinrigel@gmail.com

    I love y’all so much.

    -Allēna

  • I have enough of today.

    Today todayed the fuck out of me.

    However, it would appear that I’ve made a little over $100 this month on Patreon and I get to take home $95 of that, and there are still a few days left to go in April, so that’s badass. One of the videos I made promoting it has started blowing up, predictably. The haters are very mad.

    The remaining thirty minutes of today are cancelled, however. I’m going the fuck to sleep. Goodnight, all.

    -Allēna

  • I tried to perform at a poetry event tonight,

    but neither of the hosts called me to perform. I was there for about 3 hours. The event started 45 minutes late as well. I left at 9:57ish, three minutes before the event was scheduled to end, and they hadn’t called the second feature yet. I’m not sure if it was intentional, if they couldn’t read my handwriting on the open mic list, if they were just running super behind, or what, but I didn’t feel well either, so I left at 9:57ish and headed home.

    I’m so tired, y’all..

    -Allēna

  • I got blood work done today.

    Also, fuck the sun. I almost fainted. At least we have cool air in the apartment now.

    -Allēna

  • I think I’m going to turn in early tonight, y’all,

    (for me, anyway).

    I’m processing a lot and my brain feels so overtaxed that it’s a struggle to think or even breathe at times. I’ve been struggling to even message Juneau, and that’s been quite easy of late. I think I’ve overworked myself into a hole.

    So I’m going to have a leisurely smoke and then I think I’m going to attempt sleep.

    G’night, y’all.

    If y’all want to help me feel less overtaxed, please check out my Patreon. It would be a huge help. 💛

    -Allēna

  • I think I hit my social limit today.

    Between a bunch of phone calls and DMs and getting sunsick this past weekend, including yet another phone call to get my benefits sorted because my representative has been AWOL for over a month now, I sort of went into turtly hermit mode and watched Smosh for most of the afternoon. It was nice.

    -Allēna

  • I feel like death,

    But I got a lot of shit done today. Soooo many videos and other stuff. I also crashed for several hours and it’s 3 AM. Now I am awake and idfk what to do.

    -Allēna

  • Emerson and I went to see a reading of a play at County Clare Irish Pub tonight.

    It was simultaneously very funny but also very emotionally heavy, and I took a much needed smoke break towards the end of it. Two girls were discussing their guy drama and I told them to just be bold and also trust their gut because we live in a hellscape. I told them that that’s how I met Emerson and we’re married now 💛 They said that they appreciated my wisdom, so there’s that, I guess. I also met a very inquisitive and affectionate dog named Keaton. Both his owner and I think he might be a boxer mix of some kind, but he’s also very small, so he might have been the runt of his litter. He was a very precious baby who reminded me of my childhood dog, a purebred Lab named Eli, who was constantly excited about everything and was very handsome. Everyone loved that lad even though he was extremely small for his breed.

    I also figured out that a friend of Emerson’s and mine works at County Clare. I almost didn’t recognize her outside of the events I normally see her at, but it’s a small world, I suppose, and I was grateful to run into her. She’s lovely.

    It started raining on the way back to the car, and I think my body is deeply unhappy with all the storms we’re having. I feel like I got hit by a train.

    I think I’m going to go to sleep soon. I definitely need it. I managed to finally go to sleep around 5 AM today. I feel like I was hit by a train.

    Juneau is in one of his states again – I think he might be splitting on me or starting to. He’ll probably come around in about 2 business days with an apology or something to that effect, and we’ll kiss and make up, as it were. I think it would be in poor taste to inform him that he might be splitting on me, he’s an adult and he’ll come to that conclusion on his own. In the meantime, there’s nothing to do but live life, dispense advice to strangers on the sidewalk like I’m some faerie that haunts the shadows, see really heavy plays, and scritch adorable dogs.

    -Allēna

  • I am so tired.

    -Allēna