Well, it is NOT an ovarian cyst on the LEFT side. Ultrasound found a small one on the right, but that appears to be relatively normal and causing no issues at the moment. About to go back for a CT scan to investigate cause of pain further. -Allēna
#NEISvoid #eepy #ER #sotired
The potential ovarian cyst thing has gotten bad enough that it’s an ER trip for yours truly…
And by “bad” , I mean I’ve only made a grand total of one (1) joke since getting here, and we’re normally full of jokes…
#NEISvoid #emergencyroom #spoonie #delirium
-Allēna
Presenting, Shitlibs.
-Allēna
#partygame #UsPol #shitposting #meme #NEISvoid #insomnia #levity #roast
Not sure what it is this time yet, but I sure do feel like ass. If you need me, I’ll be asleep or watching Gossip Girl on Netflix in a delirious blanket lump.. -Allēna
#NEISvoid, #chronicfatigue, #sorethroat, #quindemic, #eepy, #delirium, #sickly
Consequently, I am enjoying things very deeply and am slowly but surely becoming a sappy bitch for the first time in ~15 years. Wild, even unnerving. -Allēna #NEISvoid #mcas #queerjoy
Looks like it’s time for sleep, according to the universe..
-Allēna
#sleeptime #NEISvoid #eepy #chronicfatigue #MECFS #whatsasleepschedule
One of them is autism, one of them is ADHD, and the other is the desire to not do anything productive at all. I think the dogs that are fighting are autism and ADHD, and the woman screaming is my desire to not do anything productive at all. The woman just wants to sit and watch more trash TV until some form of inspiration hits, and then she’ll do something. Except there are two huge dogs going goblin mode in front of her 😭
This is my current mood. I’ve been resting a lot because my guts still hurt off and on, and honestly watching TV that I like is helping my brain rest and get more inspiration for my writing in the long term. Plus, as Laz has said before, it’s nice to be able to be a fan of things again. It’s been years since we’ve been able to do that.
Aside from this post and talking to people, will I get anything else productive done? I’m not sure. But I’ll do my best if I’m so inspired.
-Allēna
So Emerson got me a surprise – a birria burrito with a horchata. It was delicious. He’s so sweet to me. Unfortunately, our polycule’s lemon of a car is back in the fucking shop because it is misbehaving again, so there are no in person adventures to be had for the time being. However, my hunger means that I’m likely finally getting over this bullshit for good, whatever it is. I’m glad to have my fucking appetite back.
-Allēna
I’ve been smoking weed to make sure I don’t dehydrate myself on the toilet and get any form of rest during this ordeal.
It’s the worst..
-Allēna
