If you guessed this bitch, you win a prize.
The prize is the knowledge that I’m feeling uneasy. No idea why. Yes??? Is yes a good answer?? #NEISvoid #chronicfatigue
-Allēna
If you guessed this bitch, you win a prize.
The prize is the knowledge that I’m feeling uneasy. No idea why. Yes??? Is yes a good answer?? #NEISvoid #chronicfatigue
-Allēna
[I shake the magic 8 ball in my brain]
Magic 8 ball, being a contrarian bitch: stcrdsuhuijfddssAAAAAAeerfh try again later…?!?
Me: fine. Keep your secrets.
[I send the post. It’s all typos]
#NEISvoid #chronicfatigue -Allēna
It, along with the rest of the left side of our body, was irreparably affected by a massive stroke coming up on 27 years ago. We can’t move any finger but our pointer finger and thumb independently of each other, leading us to joke that we have 1.33 hands 🤣 #NEISvoid -Allēna

A first attempt, anyway. I’m feeling a lot re: the state of the world and things and it’s bringing a lot of emotions to the surface I didn’t have words for before. #complexgrief #cptsd #NEISvoid #digitalart #chronicpain -Allēna

I swear, contents include:
-every vape I’ve ever owned
-an Apple II (at the very bottom, for safekeeping purposes)
-everything EXCEPT the thing I’m looking for
-portal to a parallel universe (TBD)
-Allēna
#AuDHD #NEISvoid #objectimpermanence
Also, Doom Guy has joined the polycule!
But our guts hurt badly, so I’m gonna take meds and go the fuck back to sleep. I just had a very weird dream almost entirely in Spanish that I was hanging out with Shakira.
-Castor (but not entirely sure yet)
Are there any activities or hobbies you’ve outgrown or lost interest in over time?
In person socializing, mostly, unless you’re one of about five people on a very good day.
Alongside that, we seem to be slowly losing the ability to speak aloud due to burnout and fatigue. It’s just… Not something we want to do much anymore. We would rather do shit than talk about it. Idk.
-Lazarus
Stop. Don’t make me break out the Sorcery on you.
Sincerely,
-Lazarus, aka. The Management.
In all honesty, I never really think about that holiday??
My sweet Danish partner reminded me it existed today and I told him that due to my time blindness I’m likely to find myself in a situation out of a sitcom where someone who has a crush on me invites me over or something, I have no fucking clue what day it is, everyone else gets extremely upset with me, and I just end up rolling with it and they confess their love for me with flowers and chocolate and I’m like “I’m so sorry… what year is it again” 😭
I’ve forgotten my own birthday before. I’m not fucking kidding. I tend to forget Valentine’s Day exists especially hard because I wasn’t exactly…. Desirable until well into adulthood, and even now it’s still a mindfuck to me that people want to date me at all? So wheee. AuDHD is a helluva thing.
-Allēna