Tag: strokesurvivor
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My last three (3) braincells attempting to decide what I’m doing today.
One of them is autism, one of them is ADHD, and the other is the desire to not do anything productive at all. I think the dogs that are fighting are autism and ADHD, and the woman screaming is my desire to not do anything productive at all. The woman just wants to sit and…
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As the lab results roll in, I’m hard at work on medical theories because that’s what we do..
It’s plausible that due to Hera‘s incredible (heavy sarcasm) DIY MKULTRA scheme she put us through in our late teens and early twenties, the high doses of lithium we were on damaged our pituitary gland, adrenals, and kidneys while our thyroid bounced back, aided by the Vitamin B100 experiment Laz started a few months ago.…
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Taking a break from watching Heroes for now because Doom Guy sent me a video and I replied partially in Japanese.
I didn’t know I knew enough Japanese for that particular brain fart, but here we are. All hail the Brainhole. I’m also very tired and probably need more sleep than I was able to get last night. Wheeee. I’m going to attempt a nap, but we all know that that sort of thing is hit…
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Getting Back on Track
When we were younger, mid teens or so, our family would always accuse us of having a one track mind and say that we needed to “get off the track” when we hyperfocused on something a bit too hard for their taste or comfort. I, Allēna, am particularly bad about that. I’m very tightly wound,…
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Challenges
Ah yes. An interesting prompt. What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months? Staying alive, in all honesty. We live in a hellscape and I’m under a lot of stress right now being a repository of knowledge and stress buffer/mediator for a lot of people. It’s so bad right now…
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Do it. You know you want to
I amuse the hell out of myself sometimes. Inspiration for this dumbshit comes from a conversation with Doom Guy from earlier… It gets funnier the more I watch it… -Allēna
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The 27th anniversary of our stroke is today.
We call it Brainhole. Mirthy Brainhole to you and yours. There may be cake today. TBD?? -Allēna
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Object impermanence thoughts..
When we were younger, Xavier would often help us clean up our room and things because we would find it extremely overwhelming due to the sheer amount of crap we had (and frankly didn’t need or want in hindsight) and the fact that we would forget where we put the shit we did want five…
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Our brainhole is just one big hall of mirrors sometimes.
#strokesurvivor #didsystem #NEISvoid #chronicfatigue #eepy -Allēna