June 2026 – Open Sorcery

I am rather insleepriated,

but not quite tired enough to pass out, it would seem (coming down from a rage/blood pressure migraine, it’s been a long day) so in the spirit of soothing one’s soul, have one of the coolest things we’ve ever made: -Allēna

WELL. I just watched half of a video with this strange, swirly color pattern and half of my head really fucking hurts now

And I feel really nauseous and kinda out of it. I’ve taken my seizure meds AND my migraine meds, but if some shit happens in a few hours, y’all know what’s up. In the meantime, it’s time for turbo unconsciousness so I don’t dieee -Allēna

50 lives ago, I was jealous of her, but now it seems like I dodged a bullet…

When I was 14 and had just started going in and out of the recording studio, an artist named Sarah Jaffe in the DFW area where I was born and raised was starting to get big on the local scene. Being the teenager bursting with insane, almost suicidal ambition that I was, I wished so…

Wellllllll in a turn of events that surprised nobody with eyes, Juneau and I are dating now.

I have a lot of feelings about this update and I could probably gush about this for ages but for now, I’m going to leave it at that. -Allēna

Well I keep MEANING to post but it turns out I actually haven’t, soooo there’s that.

Ooops. The road to hell is paved with good intentions, I suppose. I do have two pieces of very good news, however: Here’s a video of his performance: Have an awesome day, and I’ll do the same. Stay tuned for more magic ✨ -Allēna

Emerson is home!

And I appear to be in front. Allēna is exhausted, and so am I, for very different reasons. I also saw Cadmium today for the first time in a long time. Goodnight, all. -Ashley

FINALLY MANAGED TO GET MY CAMEO ACCOUNT UP AND RUNNING

And got my first request. It was for a sibling’s birthday. I added a lil touch that I thought was cute and the person who ordered it loved it! So I guess we’re doing this now.. Does this mean we’re famous?? -Allēna

Emerson has entered his first hospital stay of the month.

This one is for an extended seizure study/test. It should last about 5 days. It will be the second longest we’ve been apart and the only time we’ve been apart since getting married. I’m worried about him and also about being alone this long. I’ve had an exhausting day so far and it hasn’t even…

I almost started crying today because I thought I’d lost the sachet of lavender my sweet friend had brought me back from France.

I’ve been carrying it with me in my bag. It got misplaced briefly on the bed and I was fortunately able to find it again. It was one of those “last straw” kinds of things. 😭 How’s your day been? -Allēna

I don’t feel like I did all that much yesterday,

but that probably isn’t true. Transphobes and asshats keep losing their shit about a hairy gremlin having the audacity to wear makeup in my comments sections, so every time they do, I do progressively crazier modern art inspired makeup looks and make a bunch of content with them. Yesterday I filmed more “apocalypse you” videos…

Month: June 2026