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I just love having to set up an entire fuckin podcast rig to make calls on this laptop lol.
My phone is still down for the count, but I have this very janky workaround and I should be getting a new phone soon. Wish me luck.. -Allēna
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vjvjjvjcjcja I am eepy today.
I don’t really know what to write here except that having to quit caffeine suddenly suuucks. -Allēna
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I was given a laaaarge nugget of CBD flower yesterday as a treat by an amazing guy at my favorite headshop.
Smoked a bit for science and it seems to greatly improve seizure brain symptoms. I always knew I loved CBD since about 2021, but now I love it even more. -Allēna
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These lines came to me yesterday.
ready your torches and your guillotinesi had the option to die with dignitywhen the floor breathed and tried to swallow medon’t ever let them tell youi was a hero, thoughdon’t ever let them bury me in statetell them that i will die laughing, screamingif and when death stops forgetting about me-Allēna
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“an exhumation”
your vast hymnals to my divine madnessfail to capture the sum of me -for I AM theology, but pressed into stretches of silencethe wind rattling the wire shared secrets between friends, spinning arms, and if you cannot find my pain, then no -you cannot have my joy at all. -Allēna, 7/18/2025.
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The irony of Songs: Ohia’s “Farewell Transmission” playing while I find out people are making memes of the CEO of a company getting caught cheating with his head of HR on the Jumbotron at a Coldplay concert is not lost on me.
In fact, I find it hysterically fuckin funny. “The real truth about it is that no one gets it right”? Dude, I would say YOU are the one who fucked up, lmfaaooooooooooooo. That’s one helluva Farewell Transmission, indeed. It’s on the Jumbotron. At a Coldplay concert. Welcome to your personal Long Dark Blue Of The…
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New bullshit term just dropped: propheteering.
When you call shit so far in advance that you then invest significant amounts of money and/or time in it and it pays off in spades. -Allēna
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thinking hootowl thoughts.
If I ever send you a photo of a very done looking lead singer of Owl City with no further context, that’s the Lēna equivalent of hanging the American flag upside down. It means “I am distressed and I want to leeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaavvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee.”
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Thinking of a future autumn
and playing this and this today while I drift through my mind and check my socials and catch up with people I’ve missed dearly. Today is nice and slow and I’m wearing headphones. It feels nice. -Allēna
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A golden gossamer
I appear to be in a very Songs: Ohia mood today, a band Eight turned me onto. This song feels like nearly transparent gossamer waves of gold at sunset to me: Happy listening. Somewhere in the afterlife, Jason Molina is raising a PBR in a shit dive bar. -Allēna