Open Sorcery

Open Sorcery is the world of Lazarus Halliwell.

Hi! Welcome to my corner of the Internet. My name is Lazarus. I created this site to give myself a bit more freedom from the constraints of social media, where I often feel pressured to be just one thing and to say things a certain way. I’m not just one thing, and my means of self expression are all over the place. I’m an intuitive artist, magic user, playwright, singer/songwriter, actor, avid student of all kinds, reader of oracle cards and the Tarot, producer and audio engineer, novelist, and poet, to name a few of my interests. I’m also disabled and largely housebound, and am a DID system of 1500+ alters. Stay tuned for content of all kinds.

Please note that, with rare exceptions, any and all names mentioned in this blog are pseudonyms except our own. We want to be able to speak freely without doxxing anyone.

  • I was out of the house almost all day.

    But I performed Guernica I and II from memory at the last Honeybee Sage open mic of the summer. I’ll probably post the video of it tomorrow. For now, however, I’m exhausted. Goodnight, y’all. -Allēna

  • An awesome wave of two thousand wings…

    I had a dream last night/this morning straight out of a Gabriel Garcia Márquez novel. I was in Louisiana and yet somehow in my old yard at the same time and there was supposed to be a massive storm coming but we were far enough inland that the storm surge wouldn’t affect us directly, but…

  • I am rather insleepriated,

    but not quite tired enough to pass out, it would seem (coming down from a rage/blood pressure migraine, it’s been a long day) so in the spirit of soothing one’s soul, have one of the coolest things we’ve ever made: -Allēna

  • WELL. I just watched half of a video with this strange, swirly color pattern and half of my head really fucking hurts now

    And I feel really nauseous and kinda out of it. I’ve taken my seizure meds AND my migraine meds, but if some shit happens in a few hours, y’all know what’s up. In the meantime, it’s time for turbo unconsciousness so I don’t dieee -Allēna

  • 50 lives ago, I was jealous of her, but now it seems like I dodged a bullet…

    When I was 14 and had just started going in and out of the recording studio, an artist named Sarah Jaffe in the DFW area where I was born and raised was starting to get big on the local scene. Being the teenager bursting with insane, almost suicidal ambition that I was, I wished so…

  • Wellllllll in a turn of events that surprised nobody with eyes, Juneau and I are dating now.

    I have a lot of feelings about this update and I could probably gush about this for ages but for now, I’m going to leave it at that. -Allēna

  • Well I keep MEANING to post but it turns out I actually haven’t, soooo there’s that.

    Ooops. The road to hell is paved with good intentions, I suppose. I do have two pieces of very good news, however: Here’s a video of his performance: Have an awesome day, and I’ll do the same. Stay tuned for more magic ✨ -Allēna

  • Emerson is home!

    And I appear to be in front. Allēna is exhausted, and so am I, for very different reasons. I also saw Cadmium today for the first time in a long time. Goodnight, all. -Ashley

  • FINALLY MANAGED TO GET MY CAMEO ACCOUNT UP AND RUNNING

    And got my first request. It was for a sibling’s birthday. I added a lil touch that I thought was cute and the person who ordered it loved it! So I guess we’re doing this now.. Does this mean we’re famous?? -Allēna

  • Emerson has entered his first hospital stay of the month.

    This one is for an extended seizure study/test. It should last about 5 days. It will be the second longest we’ve been apart and the only time we’ve been apart since getting married. I’m worried about him and also about being alone this long. I’ve had an exhausting day so far and it hasn’t even…

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