Open Sorcery

Open Sorcery is the world of Lazarus Halliwell.

Hi! Welcome to my corner of the Internet. My name is Lazarus. I created this site to give myself a bit more freedom from the constraints of social media, where I often feel pressured to be just one thing and to say things a certain way. I’m not just one thing, and my means of self expression are all over the place. I’m an intuitive artist, magic user, playwright, singer/songwriter, actor, avid student of all kinds, reader of oracle cards and the Tarot, producer and audio engineer, novelist, and poet, to name a few of my interests. I’m also disabled and largely housebound, and am a DID system of 1500+ alters. Stay tuned for content of all kinds.

Please note that, with rare exceptions, any and all names mentioned in this blog are pseudonyms except our own. We want to be able to speak freely without doxxing anyone.

  • Emerson is home!

    And I appear to be in front. Allēna is exhausted, and so am I, for very different reasons. I also saw Cadmium today for the first time in a long time. Goodnight, all. -Ashley

  • FINALLY MANAGED TO GET MY CAMEO ACCOUNT UP AND RUNNING

    And got my first request. It was for a sibling’s birthday. I added a lil touch that I thought was cute and the person who ordered it loved it! So I guess we’re doing this now.. Does this mean we’re famous?? -Allēna

  • Emerson has entered his first hospital stay of the month.

    This one is for an extended seizure study/test. It should last about 5 days. It will be the second longest we’ve been apart and the only time we’ve been apart since getting married. I’m worried about him and also about being alone this long. I’ve had an exhausting day so far and it hasn’t even…

  • I almost started crying today because I thought I’d lost the sachet of lavender my sweet friend had brought me back from France.

    I’ve been carrying it with me in my bag. It got misplaced briefly on the bed and I was fortunately able to find it again. It was one of those “last straw” kinds of things. 😭 How’s your day been? -Allēna

  • I don’t feel like I did all that much yesterday,

    but that probably isn’t true. Transphobes and asshats keep losing their shit about a hairy gremlin having the audacity to wear makeup in my comments sections, so every time they do, I do progressively crazier modern art inspired makeup looks and make a bunch of content with them. Yesterday I filmed more “apocalypse you” videos…

  • It is storming outside and Emerson taught me how to play dominos today.

    It was pretty fun although he kicked my ass. I also saw this prompt about small spells to do on your birthday, and half of an enormous poem formed in my head while I was taking my 30 minutes of boredom based on the suggestion to write a letter to yourself a year ago even…

  • Emerson and I went to the local Hispanic grocery store today!

    It was a magical store. They really sell everything there. I have been hunting for a place that sells fresh ginger and turmeric so that I can make my special spicy tea, and they have it there, along with a fuckload of other things that I never knew I wanted but it turns out that…

  • I have no idea what to make of today, really.

    Our pinned post on Facebook got shared into a DID fake claiming group of some kind and so the page is crawling with trolls. A new notification pops up every few minutes. It doesn’t get to me a lot of the time, but for now I wish these people would just leave well enough alone.…

  • I received NO FEWER THAN 15 MESSAGES ON NGL THAT WERE SO SWEET THAT THEY PRACTICALLY MOVED ME TO TEARS TODAY

    I added my NGL link to my Instagram story highlights and several people messaged me on them telling me that I had inspired them and things of that nature. Y’all, it was such precious, tiny behavior that I just about started sobbing. One of them was from a local queer poet saying that I had…

  • Emerson and I watched Pretty Woman today.

    I had never seen it before today. SUCH tiny behaviors. Oh my God. -Allēna

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