Open Sorcery
Open Sorcery is the world of Lazarus Halliwell.
Hi! Welcome to my corner of the Internet. My name is Lazarus. I created this site to give myself a bit more freedom from the constraints of social media, where I often feel pressured to be just one thing and to say things a certain way. I’m not just one thing, and my means of self expression are all over the place. I’m an intuitive artist, magic user, playwright, singer/songwriter, actor, avid student of all kinds, reader of oracle cards and the Tarot, producer and audio engineer, novelist, and poet, to name a few of my interests. I’m also disabled and largely housebound, and am a DID system of 1500+ alters. Stay tuned for content of all kinds.
Please note that, with rare exceptions, any and all names mentioned in this blog are pseudonyms except our own. We want to be able to speak freely without doxxing anyone.
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Not much has happened today and frankly I’m thankful for it. I’ve been watching a lot of Criminal Minds and making much needed phone calls. That’s about it, lol.
-Allēna
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That EEG took me the hell out and I’m still tired..
Ironically, I had to miss an epilepsy themed open mic because of it. Still no results that I can see. -Allēna
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I got my EEG today at long last.
Ow ow ow. My brainhole has been strobed 😭😭 but my results should come in tomorrow or soon afterwards. -Allēna
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I regret to inform y’all that “Pool Party” by Julia Jacklin is stuck in my head AGAIN.
Blargle. -Allēna
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I overslept and woke up to the news that the Supreme Court decided not to hear Kim Davis’ appeal to overturn Obergefell v. Hodges!
Best sleep I’ve gotten in a bit. Fuck yeah! -Allēna
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This was the result of a very special workshop on ekphrastic poetry today.
I am a sorceress, twice in exile – they claim my magic is merely madness, butthose with the eyes to see know betterI am the voiceless breaker of curses, until now bearer of grief no one knows aboutI am no one’s prisoner anymore to know myself is to know my powerto know myself is the…
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I got canvases with Emerson today.
I also ate at Red Robin for the first time ever (and ate farrrrr too many fries) and convinced him to try reading Shatter Me by Tahereh Mafi. It’s been a good day. I am tired now, though.. -Allēna
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I’ve been very crashy today.
I haven’t done much except watch some TV, easy a fucccckkkkload of cheese, and sleep a lot. I’m up for now but I’m not sure how long that will last. -Allēna
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Been running around with Emerson all afternoon.
I’m very tired but I at least got some pants from the LGBT center lol. Time to rest I think? -Allēna
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I am so happy that I performed my “Invictus” style poem that I wrote on Inauguration Day this year on what turned out to be a very historic election night.
Thank you to all the people in the US who turned up to their polling places yesterday to make their voices heard. This one is for y’all. WE are the masters of our fate. WE are the captains of our souls. Not some clown in the White House. Remember that now and always. I love…