Open Sorcery
Open Sorcery is the world of Lazarus Halliwell.
Hi! Welcome to my corner of the Internet. My name is Lazarus. I created this site to give myself a bit more freedom from the constraints of social media, where I often feel pressured to be just one thing and to say things a certain way. I’m not just one thing, and my means of self expression are all over the place. I’m an intuitive artist, magic user, playwright, singer/songwriter, actor, avid student of all kinds, reader of oracle cards and the Tarot, producer and audio engineer, novelist, and poet, to name a few of my interests. I’m also disabled and largely housebound, and am a DID system of 1500+ alters. Stay tuned for content of all kinds.
Please note that, with rare exceptions, any and all names mentioned in this blog are pseudonyms except our own. We want to be able to speak freely without doxxing anyone.
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I’ve stumbled upon an adaptation of the Iliad that is Castor-approved, which has been a lifelong task.
His standards are ridiculously high because he’s a stickler for accuracy, especially considering I read the original poem in college at Maryland school. It’s called Troy: Fall of a City and it’s on Netflix. I highly recommend it, especially since it can satisfy Castor’s pedantic ass. -Allēna (hi, I’m back!)
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I wrote this at workshop today.
I am the candle you allowed to go outyou would bind yourself to me but you’d neverbleed for meand if you had fifty million words to say what you meant or anything at allyou’d ramble on, talking in circles and in your haunted sound and your fury, you’d saynothing – did I ever mean a…
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I made these today.
-Castor
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Please enjoy the long overdue performance footage from Lēna’s and Emerson’s venture to Saint Kate for the poetry marathon the other night.
-Castor
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I have no idea how Allēna has kept it together for so long.
I’ve been frontstuck for the past two days and I don’t know how she can front for weeks to months at a time. This is the longest I’ve been in front in about 17 years that I can recall, and the longer it goes on, the more painful it becomes. There is so much I’ve…
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Nothing really notable happened today.
-Castor
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I’ve spent most of the day asleep and I’m still tired.
-Allēna
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We have been having car trouble. The engine may have exploded. I’m so tired.
-Allēna
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So I performed at the Woodland Pattern poetry marathon tonight!
Here’s a short clip from it. If you want to watch the full performance, I come in at 2:43:10 thereabouts. -Allēna
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I didn’t post yesterday because…
I WAS AT MY OWN WEDDING!! Yup!! Emerson FINALLY made an honest gremlin out of me after three goddamn years!!!! Wheeeee -Allēna