Open Sorcery

Open Sorcery is the world of Lazarus Halliwell.

Hi! Welcome to my corner of the Internet. My name is Lazarus. I created this site to give myself a bit more freedom from the constraints of social media, where I often feel pressured to be just one thing and to say things a certain way. I’m not just one thing, and my means of self expression are all over the place. I’m an intuitive artist, magic user, playwright, singer/songwriter, actor, avid student of all kinds, reader of oracle cards and the Tarot, producer and audio engineer, novelist, and poet, to name a few of my interests. I’m also disabled and largely housebound, and am a DID system of 1500+ alters. Stay tuned for content of all kinds.

Please note that, with rare exceptions, any and all names mentioned in this blog are pseudonyms except our own. We want to be able to speak freely without doxxing anyone.

  • Who’s up pondering their orb?

    Me, apparently. And I made this BATSHIT crazy T shirt in honor of the Ponder Your Orb meme and everyone crawling out of the woodwork to troll me for being gender nonconforming on Instagram. You can grab it in the shop here. Brace yourselves for more magic and accursèd bullshit. I hope to move all…

  • SURPRISE, BITCHES!

    I am NOT DEAD! I have simply felt like I’ve had…. nothing truly important to say for the past month or so. But I HAVE missed posting here dearly, so I hope to post here more. The operative word being hope. We’ll see what actually happens. THAT being said, opensorceryy dot co has a swanky…

  • The newest song diary playlist is HERE!

    Released to the public in the shadow period of the magnificent solar eclipse on August 12, 2026, this playlist represents a period of enormous change for us, but also further rooting and profound emotion. We hit a mental wall in early July shortly after a lucky financial windfall, coming out of survival mode for the…

  • I got to see Beany yesterday for the first time in over a year!

    I had missed her so much. She knows my chaos too well, lol -Allēna

  • nocturnal activities continue..

    My fucking brain has apparently decided that sleep before 5 AM (except for brief naps in extreme cases) is banned. Most of the time it’s not due to anything I’m doing, it’s just…spinning. And it refuses to shut the fuck up. That and I can’t get comfortable until I’m so exhausted my body gives out…

  • a post 2 days in a row? Holy fuckin shit?!

    Well it would seem that clearing out the spam comments may have helped fix whatever was breaking the site, or it cleared up on its own. I’m reminded of a meme where it’s like “can you lick the science? Programming: nothing else has made the code work, so you may as well try…” I am…

  • the moment hits you like a cannon blast

    // title taken from “vanish canvas” by erra Hi, all. I’m so sorry for my prolonged absence. This site has been down for an extended period of time and I’ve been unable to post. I’m making use of its uptime to post while I can, clean out spam comments, update plugins, what have you so…

  • MY BLOG! IT LIVES!!

    Have this performance of “Hurricane Lazarus” from Poet’s Monday this week to celebrate: -Allēna

  • prompt: royal purple reflections

    they say tyrian purple is the noblest burial shroudbut I am not noble, nor is anything I have doneso cover me in cornflower blue and fuchsia after casting me into the flame – do not sanitize me by simply calling me a queen or a conquering hero, save your pedestals for a less complicated man…

  • Today on failing my way forward:

    I learned how to make a bootable USB drive in order to repair Emerson’s laptop. In other news, I better understand why my ex-husband, Fang, was so goddamn cranky all the time. I got very pissed off while doing this project and named a folder “fuckass bitch program”…. -Allēna

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