Open Sorcery
Open Sorcery is the world of Lazarus Halliwell.
Hi! Welcome to my corner of the Internet. My name is Lazarus. I created this site to give myself a bit more freedom from the constraints of social media, where I often feel pressured to be just one thing and to say things a certain way. I’m not just one thing, and my means of self expression are all over the place. I’m an intuitive artist, magic user, playwright, singer/songwriter, actor, avid student of all kinds, reader of oracle cards and the Tarot, producer and audio engineer, novelist, and poet, to name a few of my interests. I’m also disabled and largely housebound, and am a DID system of 1500+ alters. Stay tuned for content of all kinds.
Please note that, with rare exceptions, any and all names mentioned in this blog are pseudonyms except our own. We want to be able to speak freely without doxxing anyone.
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“a beginner’s guide to splitting your brain”
when I said you’d be the death of me, I was being literal. the left side of me is a ghost, wrath kept it in the divorce twenty eight years ago when I was too young and stupid to know what a prenup was and I’ve been giving away pieces of me sincewhen I promised…
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I’ve defrosted.
It is technically spring, even though it’s supposed to be 36° tomorrow, which means it’s my time to shine. It’s been awhile. -Tindwyl
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I’ve defrosted.
It is technically spring, even though it’s supposed to be 36° tomorrow, which means it’s my time to shine. It’s been awhile. -Tindwyl
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I’ve defrosted.
It is technically spring, even though it’s supposed to be 36° tomorrow, which means it’s my time to shine. It’s been awhile. -Tindwyl
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I’ve been going pretty much nonstop today, but..
I got reunited with the short sword from Emerson’s and my wedding and obtained a tiara!!! This photo was taken of me at Linneman’s tonight: I would describe this aesthetic as “Galadriel if she had decided to marry Sauron, but had eventually gotten tired of his conniving ass, gutted him in the divorce proceedings, and…
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I feel like I didn’t do much today because I got FUCKING SUNSICK. AGAIN.
My face fucking went numb in the process as well. Can the universe stop with this bullshit already??? This summer is gonna suuuuck if this keeps happening.. -Allēna
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I finally got to play “A Weapon” live on a keyboard for the first time in years last night!
This was at an open mic called Showcase Onstage: I’m so happy I was able to do this. -Allēna
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Froedtert Hospital after dark is a weirdly liminal space and every time I go there I feel like I’ve jumped universes somehow.
-Allēna
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This is one of the funniest comedy bits I’ve ever seen.
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8bbpYJq/ Please watch it and watch it to the end, I beg of you. Josh Johnson is a genius. -Allēna
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EMERSON LICKED MY FACE JUST NOW
(also I am sunsick we think) (wheee) -Allēna